A lesson

I should have learned from the things that happened in San Jose
I know what are my problems
and I really need to take that seriously from now on
I am not a child, I need to learn how to deal with any situation.
I need to learn how to interact with adults even my teenage friends.

That's what I need to learn.
I am glad he dumped me cuz I am not mature enough to go into a relationship
I am thankful for what I have been experienced before because those things could force me to grow up and I should not stay in my comfort zone.

I need to change
I am not a little girl anymore.

當我踏出校門的這一刻
就應該要有自覺不能再幼稚了
可是我沒有
反而是到國外耍幼稚耍白癡
才會摔得這麼慘

再這樣下去還是會遇到很多問題的.........
我的人際,工作,交友....對絕對會是問題一堆

問題是我不知道要怎麼才可以說話圓融,懂得做人處事
我很沒有心機,但總是做出一些讓人誤會或是不爽的蠢事

哎......